"Confront the dark parts of yourself, and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness. Your wilingness to wrestle with your demons will cause your angels to sing. Use the pain as fuel, as a reminder of your strength!"

Sunday, 27 November 2011

Learning to keep quiet

As you know I was only diagnosed with PCO on the 16th November, so basically I’m all new with the diagnosis and how to cope etc. But one thing which always sticks in my head is why do people who can get pregnant with a click of a finger feel the need to be so disrespectful and obnoxious? Last night was my first real encounter with someone who was ‘moaning' because her boyfriend found out that she was sleeping with his best friend.. And that she miscarried with his friend child. She was just acting if the baby whom was growing inside her was a new 'fashion accessory' people like this really frustrate me... I don’t know what to say. Or doo... I try to keep calm but really I want to scream and shout at them... With me I was told I cannot conceive 'Naturally' I MUST have treatment... But Many people these days are falling pregnant, and although I don’t want any children yet as I believe I’m too young as I’m only 18.. I sometimes think, maybe its now or never...

Love Kirsty xoxo

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